cattycat234

I haven't written a journal in quite a few years as I have had a few ups and downs, 2016 mum lost her dad to a blood clot in his lung which the doctor ignored until after he passed on, he was actually supposed to have a radioactive dye test to see what the problem was the day after he died and although my parents don't blame the doctor i did and still do, all he had to do was make the appointment earlier and he would still be alive today. Sadly he's not and will never meet his grand-daughter. Three years down the line, I'm in trouble, it's 2019 and although it starts off okay, February becomes a nightmare as I get a really bad and painful ear infection and it lasts three months, then in the middle of April I come down with what I think is a everyday sore throat, so this goes on for a few weeks and sadly it's not going away, tried every kind of cough syrup there is but no this wasn't budging. so i end up round my local doctors and I end up having several scans and x-rays to see what

I'm back drawing. I'm giving up on smoking for health reasons so need distraction. I haven't drawn in ages and i've always loved Pikachu but think i would be good at drawing him. I think he came out pretty well due to the position that he's in. I see some people like them, i have another to put up but will do that tomorrow. I can draw simple pokemon like the ball types i.e voltorb and electrode but thought about pikachu and gave him a go.

My poor dad is not having the best of months at the moment. Mum, grandad and himself was supposed to be going away to Croatia for a two week holiday, but on the week they were going, he trapped a nerve in his hip/back and because of the pain he was in they decided that it wasn't worth going. i do feel like it's my fault due to the fact that the day he done it on, i was going to guy's hospital in London for a routine clean out of my nose and i should've taken him with me as it was rather chaos due to a signalling problem at Lewisham and the train didn't stop at london bridge as it was so late, but does the driver announce this on the train. no